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A New Beginning
new and a bit alarming
who'd have ever thought that this could be?
true that he's no Prince Charming
but there's something in him that I simply didn't see...
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Dec. 28th, 2007 @ 03:43 pm no sacrifice, no victory...
Lifestyle: optimistic
well, my parents moved out this morning. we've been talking about this day for months and i can't believe that it's finally here.

it was weird cuz i worked late last nite, then i woke up a couple of hours later just to say goodbye to my parents. we had the fam over yesterday to say goodbye and had a pizza party for my mom. (im pretty sure my dad won't be ordering pizza for her while they're gone). i cried a lot more than i thought i would... they're my parents, of course i'm going to miss them... but i'm glad to be moving on to the next phase of my life.

in the meantime, I'm waiting for Eric to call and then i'm going to head over to his mom's house to go pick up his things. i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing that we really didn't wait at all for him to move in. but then again, i'd hate to be here by myself for the next few nites for no reason at all. i'm glad it's the weekend... and i got to spend the holidays with him.

well... here's to a new year. thanks 2007 for everything you've given me... let's hope 2008 holds all of that and more. :)

much love. <3
Little Things
christmas
2 Heard You
Say Anything
Wondering
Nov. 24th, 2007 @ 12:30 am *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: amused
out of the pure wisdom that IS km and the bean....

our missions for the new year and the years that follow:

mission #1: "pies out of the oven" = letting go of things that upset me, like pies in the oven interrupting cookie baking.

mission #2: "plate full of food" = holding onto everything that matters and makes me happy :)

peas and beans. over.
Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
Jan. 4th, 2007 @ 05:10 am yikes
Lifestyle: nervous
this is gonna be quick since i have to get to bed. tomorrow starts the new (and FINAL) semester... i can't wait to get outta here. i started the countdown... 111 days til the end of finals. take out weekends and the week for break, and that's really not that long. however, the schedule in between is far from easy. i have 5 classes, 2 of which are senior design classes (most people only take 1), 1 major design, a tech. comm. class, and let's just throw astronomy in there cuz i needed another 4 credit class that was relatively easy... so yeah... im trying to keep a positive attitude about it all... i have a lot to look forward to when it's all over, but it's easier said than done. i just hope i get through it all in one piece. i'd hate to be 10 feet under and not be able to enjoy the rest of my life just b/c of this one freakin semester. anyway, hope you're all doing well and that you had a wonderful holiday.

here's to the new year...
much love. til next time...
Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
Jan. 1st, 2007 @ 12:32 am *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: hopeful
Happy Holidays and Happy New Year!
Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
Oct. 2nd, 2006 @ 10:43 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: confused
Anthem: Packers vs. Eagles
ok, so im just sitting here watching the football game (GO PACKERS!) =) and i see a preview for a JOHN CENA movie?? what is this world coming to? as if we didn't learn from the Rock being in movies, John freaking Cena wants to attempt the film industry?? goodness gracious.

i just had to put that out there.
Little Things
floyd
3 Heard You
Say Anything
Wondering
Oct. 1st, 2006 @ 10:24 pm tired...
Lifestyle: blah
i can't believe i'm 4 weeks into school already... i'm so tired. i guess it's kinda a good thing that the weeks just fly by b/c i have so much to do every day. i don't think i've kept this busy in a long time... between hw assignments being due every day of the week, and going to office hours, and writing lab reports... it's all just a huge mess. then the weekend comes and i literally feel like i wanna crash and burn.

surprisingly enough, i think i'm doing fairly well in all of my classes. i haven't fallen behind in anything yet, and i actually kinda get what we're going through. first set of exams start next week, so i'm sure that'll be a huge turning point. other than that, i can't really complain TOO much... just tired, that's all.

my doctor's appt. is scheduled for the monday of fall break. i'm kinda nervous, but i also can't wait to get it out of the way. hopefully whatever procedure needs to be done, i can schedule soon and get that over with too :-/

seriously tho, there's not much else to talk about. i don't have that much time to talk to anyone... even here at school. there's still some blah-ness in the air with some people (i know the vagueness is just killing you, but i can't help it). graduating and getting outta this school is going to be so much better for SO many freaking reasons. as if my mom didn't know that, now she's gotta get on my ass about finding a job. :-/ *sigh* will it ever end?

anyway, hope you're all doin well...
much love. til next time...
Little Things
tired
Say Anything
Wondering
Sep. 4th, 2006 @ 05:17 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: blah
ew. i dont wanna go to school. :(

everyone says one day at a time... easy for them to say. they're not going through the longest year of their life :-/ *sigh*
Little Things
tired
1 Heard You
Say Anything
Wondering
Jul. 27th, 2006 @ 11:16 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: annoyed
Anthem: Damone - Out Here All Night
today doesnt seem to be too much different...

and i freakin feel like there are bugs all over me cuz i feel like shit is crawling all over me all the time... WWWWTTTTFFFFF... i hate all the fucking gnats that are eeeverywhere in this apt.

and i can't even sleep well for whatever reason cuz i keep having bad dreams and what not... it's REALLY starting to piss me off. :(

someone give me a really really really strong sedative. *sigh*
Little Things
tired
Say Anything
Wondering
Jul. 26th, 2006 @ 11:17 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: sick
i feel like im gonna be sick... and i have NO idea why...

i also need to scream. very. very. loud.

that is all.
Little Things
tired
Say Anything
Wondering
Jul. 25th, 2006 @ 07:54 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: VERY blah
Anthem: Blink 182 - I Miss You
summer term is boring... no one's around and i have nothing to do. i guess i could study the entire time but what fun would that be? guess that means i'm FUCKED when fall comes around and i have 4 freaking classes and i'm studying the entire time not even by choice :-/

i cannot wait til i'm done with school. :(

i feel like i can see my sanity leaving me slowly as the days go by... NOT GOOD.
Little Things
tired
Say Anything
Wondering
Jul. 17th, 2006 @ 10:42 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: hot
Anthem: Nickelback - Far Away
fuckkkkk it's so hot. this humidity is killing me. not having central air is a killer over here... and having a fan doesnt help either cuz it just blows hot air around. :-/

well anyway, i had a really good weekend. Eric and I went up to the U.P. for his Uncle Junior's wedding. it rained the day before the wedding and the day after, but the day of, it was GORGEOUS. a bit hot, but it was still a lot of fun. it was my first time on the mackinac bridge and being in the U.P. so i had a lot of fun. plus, i like hanging out with his mom's side of the family. we went out on the dune buggies Saturday nite and it was SO much fun. some of the girls let me borrow some clothes so i wouldnt get mine dirty and we had such a blast. quite a few of the guys, including eric, went out again sunday in the rain... that was right before we left, but i didnt feel like getting muddy. played a lot of euchre and poker with Uncle Danny and Uncle Tim and Aunt Cathy... overall, it was an awesome time. on the way home, we stopped at a store and Eric got Cajun jerky and i got some smoked salmon... mmm!! melts in ur mouth.

other than that, not too much to say. school's ok, i guess. it gets a little lonely up here sometimes and knowing that there isn't really anyone that i talk to on a daily basis up here, let alone would want to hang out with a lot.... yeah, im shutting up.

now that i have my car though, ive been going home a lot so that takes up time too, i guess.... make the weeks go by faster. which they need to :-/

ok, this is making me depressed so im done.
much love. til next time...
Little Things
tired
Say Anything
Wondering
Jun. 29th, 2006 @ 05:23 pm killin time...
Anthem: Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
sitting at work and i have another 10 minutes before i have to leave so i thought id say what's up...

spring semester turned out pretty well. i got B's in both of my classes which my parents were really happy to hear about. i'm quite sure that i could've pulled off A's if i worked harder but i don't really care... not much i can do about it now. plus then my parents would expect the same in the fall and winter and i already know that's not going to happen with 4 classes each semester :-P

summer term seems to be going fairly well so far... my one math class doesnt seem TOO bad yet, but i've only had one lecture. work is keeping me busy. i miss my friends though :-/ yeah, i know and iiii don't care. i just miss my friends :-( no one is around this term and the ones that were here in the spring all went home. *sigh*

ok, im really done. time to go home and eat/sleep.
much love. til next time...
Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
Jun. 22nd, 2006 @ 08:42 pm taking a break...
Lifestyle: nervous
Anthem: Tool - Vicarious
holy SHIT my head feels like it's going to explode. i've been sitting in practically the same spot since 2pm this afternoon. (twice this week, wtf??) the good news is after tomorrow, i'll be done with Spring term... WOO! bad news is i have to take 2 finals to get to that point. i haven't even STARTED studying for my math exam that's at 4pm tomorrow... ive been pouring over old exams and homeworks for my thermo final which is at 8am. gotta love getting up with the sun... so yeah, that's about the extent of my day, how was yours? lol

tomorrow is going to be really awesome yet really sad at the same time. the friends i've gotten REALLY close to this term, are leaving for home for the summer... and yeah :-/ it's amazing how close you can get to a person in such a short amount of time... i used to think the same thing about Eric, and now look at us... we're a month shy of being together for 3 years. wow that's a long time...

anyway, tomorrow at 6pm right after my math final, i'm definitely going to enjoy my last nite with my friends. i have this slight feeling in the pit of my stomach that summer term is gonna suck balls :-/

UGH.

well i need to get back to work... since i have to be up at the crack of dawn, and then leave for north campus shortly after, i need to get to bed uber early. nite folks.
much love. til next time...
Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
Jun. 11th, 2006 @ 11:23 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: depressed
Anthem: Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb
i miss my friends :(
Little Things
tired
1 Heard You
Say Anything
Wondering
Jun. 3rd, 2006 @ 04:41 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: nervous
craziness.

hung out last nite. had some company over to watch the bball game and then they left and he came back to watch a movie and hang out til the wee hours of the morning. it was nice to have the company. :-/ crazy dreams ensued during sleep. was awoken by a phone call only minutes before my parents called to say there were close. went out to eat and went to see M:I 3 with them. had a really nice time actually...

started raining :-/ hope it doesnt storm long cuz i hate storms. and im supposed to be going out to watch the bball game tonite. and possibly have company over again... my mind is running away with me.

i know i said dreams do come true... but i really hope they dont... :-/
Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
May. 31st, 2006 @ 09:00 pm my heeaaadd...
Lifestyle: blah
Anthem: PISTONS
i guess it's nice that we haven't gotten poured on (esp since id have to walk in it so im very grateful)... but this humidity sucks. i have the worst headache. :(

i guess things are going ok. class is class... i dont work enough and my checking account is slowly depleting before my eyes. people are good. i guess... not much i can say about it. as much as i try to convince myself otherwise, i think even if i knew the truth, id still be confused :-/

Eric came this weekend. sunday nite til tuesday afternoon. it was really good to see him... it had been almost 3 weeks, i think. :) we talked, but not much was accomplished, so yeah...

Pistons now. Game 5. Must win. and just for KM...
DEEEEETROIT BAAASKETBAAALLL!!!!! GO PISTONS!!!
Little Things
floyd
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Wondering
May. 21st, 2006 @ 02:54 am wow i suck...
Lifestyle: confused
i have way too much shit floating in my brain right now. and i kinda dont like the idea that everything/everyone around me is crashing down and there's not a DAMN thing i can do to stop it. i hate feeling this helpless and no one deserves to feel shitty. i feel like that way too often and i wouldnt wish it upon anyone.

but i guess how am i supposed to help anyone else when i dont even know how to get my own things in order. =/

i feel... so... very... a;lkjl;kjasd
Little Things
tired
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Apr. 21st, 2006 @ 11:53 am *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: amused
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Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
Apr. 12th, 2006 @ 06:07 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: amused
hello km!!

that is all.


LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO=)))))))
Little Things
floyd
Say Anything
Wondering
Apr. 3rd, 2006 @ 07:53 pm *Emotionless*
Lifestyle: stressed
fdsalk;jkl;ds
Little Things
floyd
1 Heard You
Say Anything
Wondering